Me doing laundry at Gangotri temple. The Ganges river and the Gangotri temple are in the background.

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Updated itinerary

Feb. 10 - Apr. 10: Study in Pune

Apr. 10-20: Varanasi (music festival)

Apr. 20 - May 1: Travel in Darjeeling, Gangtok, Calcutta

May 5 - July5: travel in Uttaranchal

July 5 - early August: study in Pune

remainder of August: travel in north India

Sept. 1: move to Jaipur, Rajasthan for four months of work and study



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Oct 9, 2004
western Rajasthan

For those who are not following the plot closely, I am now working for a company called IDEX (www.idex.com - and yes, I’m working on a web overhaul), which ostensibly is a free standing “national leader in the fields of community development and sustainable tourism” (my official marketing blather, thank you) but which is actually part of a nebulous, overlapping and incestual three-organization nexus, consisting of one NGO, one travel company and one specialist startup trying its best to occupy the volunteer tourism space.

 

I haven’t quite unpacked the twistings and turnings of this three-headed beast, but as far as I can tell, the aetiology goes something like: mother and son help found NGO (named Lok Rang) which goes on to rack up considerable $ from the likes of UNICEF and the Government of India for doing community development work (i.e. midwife education, fair trade work with local artisans). Son then decides to start travel company (Rex Tours) specializing in straight ahead tourism in India’s foreign tourist heartland. In touring Europe to pump up the travel company, son finds out about volunteer tourism, at which point he decides to start volunteer tourism company (IDEX), through which foreigners who want something more substantial than “ten days of Rajasthani color and culture” can work in a community development project in a real, live Indian village. Whose community development projects, you asked? Well, Lok Rang’s of course.  From there, the overlappings only get trickier, as in: who owns those jeeps I’m always getting driven around in? And who owns the huts where the volunteers stay? And who is running these community development projects in the real live Indian town of Shiv? And who is paying the drivers? And who is running the “rural camp”? And what are all of Rex Tours equipment doing the main Lok Rang office? I’m assuming at this point you get the picture. As one might say in Hindi – sab sab parivar mei hei (its all in the family).

 

None of which is to say that there aren’t plus sides to life as an employee of the Lok Rang-Rex Tours-Idex chimera. For example, depending on my mood and the type of people I’m talking to, I can either be working for an NGO (and hence be out for the little people and all that’s good and right in the world) or in the tourist industry (and hence be out for profit, greed, exploitation and superficial experience). Or else, if it’s someone I want to get rid of, I can try to explain the real story, at which point there eyes glaze over. Also, because my boss is mostly busy with the actual travel company, which I’m guessing is the cash cow (although those UNICEF grants can’t be bad for the bottom line) I am basically free to do whatever I want with IDEX in terms of making marketing materials, building an orientation program (Yes, I am responsible for orienting people to India), dictating operating procedures business development, you name it. Plus, even if the whole thing is definitely on the shady side, my boss is a totally straight up guy who is a pleasure to work with, whenever he’s in the office. Oh, and he pays me in cash, which feels good, even if it ain’t worth that much.

 

Now that all that’s crystal clear, I can get on with the travel blog aspect of this entry regarding my recent journey out to the deserts of western Rajasthan. Did I say desert? I meant: utterly imposing wasteland. Well, perhaps that’s not fair, but in the name of bridging that always problematic gap between language and reality, I can’t help but ask – how is it that something like - “The Arid high plateau of South-Western Rajasthan is broken by wild cliffs and hill ranges. Irrigation dams or deep wells are the source of water for the fields in the oases lying within the Valleys” (http://www.webindia123.com/Rajasthan/land/land.htm) - sound appealing and intriguing, when in actuality what is being described is one of the world’s most forbidding and inhospitable corners? In the name of a bit of narrative pace, I’ll leave that question for the moment but, if you have some insight into what exactly is so magical, fantastic or otherwise swell about deserts, do fill me in. 

 

In any case, IDEX’s one and only zone of operation is in Western Rajasthan, specifically in a town called Shiv, and so, as I’m revising, organizing and promoting IDEX activities these days, everyone agreed that it would be a good idea for me to see what things looked like on the ground. Accompanying me to Shiv were the three IDEX guides, and eight volunteers – seven Danish college girls and a sole 32-year-old British management consultant who has since quite the program (she wanted to work harder). After a twelve hour overnight train (painless) and a two hour local bus ride (cramped but painless), we arrived at the rural camp, which consists of a number of “ethnic huts” (don’t even get me started on what the hell that means), which are actually quite comfortable and have running water and air cooling devices.

 

The basic drill at the rural camp is that the volunteers get carted from there on a daily basis to local primary schools, where they sort of go through the motions of teaching English to the little ones for three hours or so. We visited the schools, which are dilapidated but functional (though I was sad to hear that the teachers sometimes don’t show up). We visited a lot of local officials in order to try to set the volunteer program, now in its second season, on a more official footing. I taught the volunteers a bit of Hindi. Thankfully, the workload was light, as the late September heat was still absolutely crushing. As is probably obvious, I’m a little sceptical about the ultimate value of this sort of program, although I’m actually less cynical about everything than it might seem from my little asides. In any case, it was a great treat to get to see life in this sort of setting, both in Shiv, a village of 12,00, and at the district headquarters in Barmer, where, after a rather scary ride on some stranger’s scooter, I found a really great dealer of Barmer hand printed textiles. Having enough Hindi to distinguish myself from a tourist, I got a chance to interact with a few folks and, perhaps more importantly, to experience the physicality of the area.

 

After a couple of days at the rural camp, I was pretty confident that I had a sense of the place. Plus, as there was lots of rumblings about the guides being unhappy with the Lok Rang staff, and as there were obviously a few too many hangers on sponging off the whole scene (e.g. brother of Lok Rang director who sidelights as a Vedic astrologer and thinks Confucius got all of his material from India), and as there were rumors in town and even news articles about a former Lok Rang board member from Shiv who had since quit and was making accusations of some sort of impropriety, well, yeah, it was time to go. Luckily, Shiv is on the one real road in this part of Rasjasthan, so it was easy enough to sit on that road and hail down the hourly bus for Jaisalmer, a total favorite of Western tourists that I thought I would check out as a detour on the way back to Jaipur.

 

As for Jaisalemer, I don’t have so much great to say. People rave about the 12th century fort, and rightfully so, cause it’s old and really cool looking and fully integrated into the city, but after that little moment of “wow, cool fort”, the charm wears off pretty quickly, at least in the Sept. heat. Because, though I’m sure its much more pleasant in the cooler months, when the famed sunset is an aesthetic/spiritual experience and not just a long awaited respite from the heat, in the end Jaisalmer is just another Rajasthani tourist town, which isn’t such a bad thing, but also ain’t that ground breaking. Like: enough “hello, friends” already, I don’t want to come in your shop; in fact, I don’t even want to be in your dirty, smelly town, so if you don’t mind mujhe bataie - train station kha hei? (please tell me – where’s the train station). Ok, that was really a low blow, b/c Im sure Jaiselmer is great if you’re with someone and the weather is cool, and Im sure all those vendors really do want to be my friend. Anyway, the body known as Isaac has now been in close proximity to the fort and town known as Jaisalmer, and pictures have been taken to prove this fact, so at least there’s that.

 

From Jaisalmer a very long and slow train dominated by pilgrims going to pay homage to a certain Baba Ram Dev in Jodhpur took me back to Jaipur. A rather unpleasant ride, but I did have the pleasure of taking an image of said Baba Ram Dev that was handed to me and showing it to the Canadian tourists sitting next to me while informing them “this is a picture of God”. Then I made them eat the prasad being handed around. 


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Sep 12, 2004
Jaipur

It has been three weeks here in Jaipur. I have a job, an apartment and some beginning sense of my new home. To see where I work, check out http://www.idex.org.in. To see the marble floored apartment I am sharing with Andrea, get yourself a plane ticket. To get a sense of my sense of my new home, check out the following.



Jaipur: city of Jai Singh, a Rajput king circa early 1700s, who had a yen for planning and astrology. City of Jai Singh, a king who built a massive observatory consisting of various stone proto-telescopes and a huge castle consisting of architexture which guidebooks call whimsical (meaning like Mughal architecture but not as impressive). City of a king who built his old city on advice from the Shastras, which is something like basing a city on the dictates of the Talmud, built it with really wide streets and seven geometriclly ordered sectors and a faceted palace façade where the women could sit and watch parades.


Jaipur: The Pink City, which unlike Jaiselmer to the West, which is “Golden” only at sunset, lives up to its name 24/7. A pink city built of sandstone whose color was meant to echo the deep red brown of the Mughal cities. A city where the supposedly whimsical Rajput architects thought dull pink would somehow echo rust brown red with good affect. A city that has been pink since 1727 but has been especially bright in its stucco pinkness ever since they repainted it to welcome the Prince of Wales in 1879. A pink city where the building color code remains more forceful than the house painting rules in American suburbia, and the shops in the bazaar are really numbered. 


Jaipur: capital of Rajasthan, India’s largest state (geographically anyway). Capital of Rajasthan, member of India’s Hindi belt, that assemblage of basically failed states stretching from Rajasthan in the West to Orissa and Bihar in the East, Hindi speaking states where poverty and bad government and female infanticide and illiteracy and every social ill you can imagine are a part of everyday life. Capital of Rajasthan, a state that if just as poor as its Hindi belt brethren, especially for its large population of tribal groups, at least has adequate law and order, probably because so many people from Rajasthan are in the army. Capital of Rajasthan, a state whose law and order success makes its historical and cultural attractions available to Western tourists, not because they are more cultural or more Indian or more anything, but simply because they are safe.


Jaipur: city of Jai Singh, whose yen for planning and wide streets has produced an entire town where driving is pleasurable. City of really wide grid-like streets where you can take your two wheeler, in my case a scooter, and get up to 65 km an hour and feel safe, not that there aren’t dangerous potholes or busses veering into your lane or people driving on the wrong side of the road, but you still feel safe, the roads are pucca, and the feeling of driving down them at twilight, when the heat has finally abated and the smog paints the sky pinker than the stucco walls of the old city is exhilarating in a breaking-into-song sort of way. City of wide streets and big round traffic circles where cycle rickshaws stay to the outside and Tata Sumo SUVs hog the tightest line, honking urgently but without aggression.


Jaipur: North Indian city where some people are counted and some are not. City where 2 million documented citizens are counted and 2 million undocumented are not. Or perhaps city where 1.5 million undocumented people, or 1.7 million, or 2.1 million are not counted. City where uncounted people live in places where you’d expect, without doors for census workers to knock on. City where uncounted people support the economy by working in what is oh so euphemistically called the “informal sector”, support it by not being counted. City of oh so many uncounted people doing the jobs that uncounted people in India do: sweeping, begging, picking rags, driving rickshaws, carrying things. City where the governments of India and Rajasthan, both incompetent in their own ways, both founded on different traditions of bureaucracy than the one I know, have counted only about half of the population.


Jaipur: city of polo, that bizarre combination of croquet and horse racing that was actually invented in India. City where the children of minor ex-royalty own lots of horse and play polo as a full time sport. City where someone will tell you with all seriousness how they have dedicated their life to polo, as if they were telling you about their charity work with the lepers. City where you can sit in the stands next to the families of minor ex-royalty and their admirers at the polo fields and listen to an announcer exclaim “and Major Rathore is driving for the goal! And there, he makes no mistake about it, goal for Major Sukdhev Rathore!” City of deposed Rajput royalty and their polo-playing children.

 

Jaipur: north Indian city of typical post-modernity. City where typical post-modern Indian architecture, full of shiny glass and corporate names, competes with crumbling concrete and old havelis that have become old hotels. City where airconditioned supermarkets hope to  one day overtake bazaars. City where the mall at Gaurav Tower is "the only happening place in town" for the kids. City where young entrepeneurs and young ex-Rajput royalty and uncounted people and Western tourists in their embarassing outfits and students studying Indian culture all mix and match in the interactions and exclamations of today, Hindi dotted with English or English dotted with Hindi or English dotted with Indianisms or my English dotted with reproduced Indianisms.  

Jaipur: city that exceeds its own names. City where regret or nostalgia or outrage or romanticization or infatuation are all slightly out of place. City that apart from all of the angles and the assessments and the sweeping forces of history and the slow aging of time, is just happening, one day at a time. City that is hosting me, for no apparent reason and with no foreseen results, as part of its irresistible happening.


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Aug 19, 2004
Read my article about the Olympics!!

I've been doing a bit of research on the history of the Olympics and its connection to the history of nationalism. If you're interested in what I found out, go to  http://www.opednews.com/index.htm and look for my article, called "The Olympics as Nationalist Theater". 

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A train journey

It was time to leave Rishikesh. It really is a charming place, all those wonderfully garish ashrams and tiny ramshackle retreats and thirteen-story high temples flush on the bank of the Ganges, their bells ringing constantly as pilgrims dutifully circumabulate one floor after another. For hardcore Hindu holiday grandeur it may not compare to its sister city Haridwar, home of the world’s coolest religiously motivated river bathing scene, but as I am not on a hard core Hindu holiday, I’ll take the laid back vibe anytime. Even the babas seem more relaxed in Rishikesh.

 

And yet, it was definitely time to go. I had thought to spend ten days here writing and doing yoga, but it was not working out. Just too many pilgrims; too many hawkers selling things to pilgrims; too much sticky, sweaty heat; too much paint flaking off the walls in my budget accommodations; too many scantily clad Israeli’s speaking a language that I once thought I loved but that now grates rapaciously on my ears (maybe it’s just the paucity of my vocabulary, but every sentence seems to start with ani rotzeh – I want). And the thought of searching out this or that yoga teacher in this or that ashram in order to do downward dog sandwiched between random Germans seeking enlightenment, Indian style. Not that I have anything against Germans, mind you, or enlightenment for that matter, but as they say in Hindi, nahin chilega, meaning, it was just not gonna fly. Maybe someday I’ll come back without my computer and a head full of unwritten words and find my guru. For the moment, all I wanted was to be back in Jaipur, where I could cook my own food, get broadband internet access and go to sleep to the hum of air conditioning.

 

And so I hiked up the hill, thinking to make my way to the Rishikesh train station, which unfortunately doesn’t really have any trains going through it, but maybe would sell me a ticket for a train leaving from Haridwar. Before I got that far, however, I spotted the inviting confines of a travel agent, at which point I remembered the way my former professor at Columbia, Jack Hawley (who I saw briefly in Pune) responded when I asked him if he was going to the Pune train station to get his ticket. Oh, those days are over for me. Meaning, let someone else push through the crowds, wait on the lines and negotiate the Byzantine system of concessions and reservations maintained by the Indian railway system. Don’t get me wrong, those days are definitely not over for me; I actually still get a thrill out of finding the proper window and cajoling some railway employee in broken Hindi to sell me a ticket – please, madam. . . .mei mazboor hu (I’m helpless). However, seeing as my whole purpose was to get the hell out of low-budget India, it seemed appropriate to take the I’m over it approach, which in any case only amounts to a 60 rupee ($1.50) processing fee.

 

Of course, in India as anywhere, you get what you paid for. After talking things over with the travel agent, who was predictably surly, and impressing upon him the fact that I absolutely needed to be on the one train that left in the morning from Haridwar to Jaipur (a rather convenient schedule, since generally one would need to transfer in Delhi), I allowed myself to be convinced that the ticket would be forthcoming – no problem; day journey only, so no problem – and agreed to pick it up later that night. Upon my return, having been presented with a sleeper class ticket that listed me as waitlist #421, I finally grasped the meaning of day journey, no problem, which, fully parsed, means - while there was no way in hell I would ever have gotten a seat on such a random train on such incredibly short notice, since I would not be on the train when it was time to go to sleep, my seatlessness was, in the grand scheme of things, no problem. Having been on overnight trains without a seat, I can definitely appreciate this logic. At the same time, I was hardly thrilled at the prospect of the following day’s journey.

 

The train was due to leave Haridwar at 7:30 AM, so to be safe I was up at 5:00 AM. Made good time on the thirty km journey from Rishikesh, so had plenty of time for some aloo paratha (fried potato bread) and chai – my last reasonable meal of the day. Thankfully, I was in enough of a rush to be able to duck out of a conversation in the restaurant with a very jolly man who started asking me in Hindi about how the absence of my “wife” affected my sexual prowess. What did Foucault say about the Orient’s tradition of ars erotica? Anyway, when I finally entered the Haridwar railway station, any illusions about my fate for the remainder of the day were summarily squashed. The platform was absolutely jammed packed with pilgrims who seemed anxious to set a record for most luggage per person on an Indian train. Not that I should have been surprised – why would this train, which only runs once a week, not be jam packed - but as is often the case here, the awesome physicality of the scene definitely had me reeling. For a moment I thought of searching out a ticket window and seeing whether my negotiating skills could get me a reserved seat, but I just couldn’t muster the energy and so sat down on my bag to read the Sunday paper. Still uneasy, I kept looking up from the eighteenth article I’ve read about the Bollywood starlet who committed suicide after breaking up with her boyfriend (suicide in India. . .there's a topic for another entry) to see if some friendly ticket taker was in the vicinity.

 

The train was late, which only gave me more time to ponder my woefully inadequate strategy, or lack thereof. As 8:00 PM approached, I threw my bag on my back and started wandering the platform, trying to scope a slightly less populated area, though without really knowing why. Finally, the familiar blue paneled cars came into view, at which point utter madness broke lose. I am used to traveling third tier AC, which is a decidedly middle class sort of scene. Not that things don’t get a bit wild and catty when people board the nicer class cars, but my point is that I was simply unprepared for the equivalent scene in sleeper class. Though its remains unclear why people board trains in India the way they do, in a massive no-holds barred shoving match, its obvious to even a casual student of crowd psychology that the frenzy is contagious. Somehow the train doors become sacred portals to another reality, and you are willing to undergo and ignominity and perpetrate any foul deed to gain entrance.

 

Considering my advanced level of anxiety, I was especially to the frenzied contagion. After gently shouldering aside a few women old enough to be my grandmother. I finally found my way into a sleeper car chosen at random. Needless to say, I was the only white face, and my presence sparked many a generic Indian stare, along with the wonderful advice of a middle aged woman who advised me in the pulsing throng to take care of yourself. As my large bag was an obvious disadvantage, I found the first unoccupied seat and shoved it underneath. Indian train cars generally follow a similar floor plan, with a large compartment on one side of the aisle that sits/sleeps six, and then a small compartment on the other side that sits/sleeps two. I was in the small compartment, sitting cross-legged and watching the mad rush all around me as I wondered when the people who actually had rights to these seats would show up. One soon did, a lovely woman who appreciated my garbled Hindi and proceeded to mock the outlandish behavior of the Gujarati passengers (it tuned out that the train was eventually headed to Ahmedabad) who have a reputation for being, um, outlandish. That she was also Gujarati didn’t seem to dampen her enthusiasm for the joke. I laughed appreciatively.

 

My new seat partner asked me where my seat was and I explained weakly that I needed to talk to the conductor about that. She sympathized and we seemed to have reached a détente. But where was her husband? Because there had to be a husband. And indeed there was. By the time he showed up, however, I had apparently exerted some sort of riparian rights to his seat, and he seemed unconcerned about my presence, not even letting me finish my best Hindi obsequity – agr aapko koi itaraz nahin. . .(If you don’t have any objection. . . ) as he sat down next to me, the seats being constructed in such a way as to allow three people to sit where only two ought to be. Things seemed rather swell at this point, especially because he didn’t seem too interested in his seat and kept leaving for long periods of time. I made friends across the aisle with more Gujaratis, including a dashing youngster who spoke some english. My motherly seatmate, who was a 3AC type (so she told me) who could only get a reservation in sleeper, pulled out a book and I closed my eyes and did my best to sleep sitting up.

 

It was all a little too good to be true. The husband returned and by 11:00 AM it seemed clear to me that I was overstaying my welcome. In retrospect, I probably could have milked the arrangement for much longer, but a sense of propriety and fairness that is in some ways out of place here compelled me to move. And so I did, thinking that the vestibules between cars would surely have plenty of space, an assumption which turned out to be exceedingly misguided. Not being an experienced rider of sleeper class, I can’t say whether this is typical, but the vestibules were absolutely socked with people – families, lone men, little children – you name it. After investigating a few cars I was feeling a bit stunned, and so decided to amuse myself my searching out a ticket taker. Showing him my rather useless ticket, I received a blast of Hindi too fast for me to understand but that semmed to imply the obvious, namely, that I was not destined to get a seat.

 

(Note: the problem with knowing some Hindi, especially knowing certain catchy phrases like Mein aapse ek savaal puchu? – might I ask you a question? is that people will hit you with an unintelligible full fluent blast, which leaves you with the choice of 1. Switching to English, thus admitting complete defeat 2. Giving a noncommittal hah-ji which is sort of like come again, and will only earn you a repeat of the original bewildering phrase or 3. Offering up the pitiful sounding samajhme nahin atti, which means I don’t understand and is really a quick way of informing someone that you don’t really speak Hindi, since no one actual says I don’t understand in such a formulaic way.)

 

Having exhausted my meager resources, I was actually more at peace, as I now accepted my fate. Returning to my original car, I met up with the dashing Gujarati student, who also turned out to be seatless (he was just squeezing in with his grandmother). Back to the vestibule we went, where a little patience resulted in the clearing out of one of the doorways to the outside, a perect sitting spot that with a little squeezing can fit two people. Legs dangling out of the car, we watched the scenery pass by and talked about this and that, switching from Hindi to English in a pleasurably mindless exchange of cultural ephemera. The first student I have met who isn’t studying business or engineering, he told me he wants to learn about fashion design (hence the dashing apparel) and asked me typical young Indian boy questions about sex, while I told him I studied religion and asked him typical American tourist questions about the different kinds of train engines.

 

Though younger than me, my new friend, good name Jai (victory), house name Raj (king)  (many Indians have two names, one used by their family and one for everything else) took a protective sort of attitude towards me, insisting that I kept track of my belongings, worrying about the fact that I wasn’t eating the exceedingly dangerous looking food available on the train and making sure that I didn’t wander off when the train stopped at stations. It was really swee, and not unappreciated as I was feeling a bit dazed and definitely undernourished.. Eventually we moved to a new vestibule where I answered a new crowd’s typical questions - Toh, Hindustan keisei lagta hei, aap (So how do you like India) - with my by now rehearsed answers, designed to simultaneoulsly satisfy and bewilder – Mei kya kahu. . .agr mujhe Hindustan na pasand, to mein yha pei na rahu (What can I say. . . If I didn’t like India, I wouldn’t be here). We passed around my copy of Naagraj, an Indian comic book about a hero who shoots snakes out of his arms, and smiled at each other when conversation failed.

 

With my ass getting extremely sore and my eyelids demanding rest, I decided to scope the scene for a place to lie down. Three cars down I found it, sort of – two trunks that had been placed unceremoniously in a vestibule blocking traffic. I squeezed between the trunk and the outside door and laid newspaper on the ground to minimize the grime factor, catching an hours sleep or so. Returning to the previous vestibule after some time, I earned Jai’s rebuke for wandering off (he was worried) and exchanged addresses with like every guy in the car, all of who wanted me to come visit them in Ahemdabad. An hour later, and the train, which had amazingly made up considerable time after running late at the beginning of the journey, finally arrived in Jaipur. Thirty minutes after that I smiled gratefully as hot water from my shower washed away the day's grime.


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Jul 30, 2004
Life in Pune

Firstly, for anyone anxiously awaiting promised details about the great Char Dham pilgrimage, please be advised that the project of reviewing and recapturing the finest moments of that wonderfully bizarre journey has been put on the back burner. In truth, I am hoping to pitch the entire story or some part of it to someone who publishes travel writing (a rather bankrupt genre of journalism, its true, but we work with what we have), and so the blog may have to get in line on this one. Hopefully the pictures, which can be reached by following the link above, give a bit of color and feel in the meantime.

Since returning to Pune, I have immersed myself in not being on the road, which I assure you has been inestimably pleasurable. After months of paratha (a kind of flat bread that usually has some potato in iti) and chai for breakfast, I can now peacefully eat my peanut butter toast and drink my homemade milk coffee while pursuing that unrivaled window into (a small part of) Indian culture - the english language press. We now receive three papers at our doorstep, which is excessive, but the Asian Age, number three in all other respects, includes a Sat. NYTimes supplement. While I read the papers back to front (sports>business>international>Pune and Maharashtra>national), Andrea has an entirely different approach, which involves starting with the pop-culture and food insert known as the Pune times.

After the papers and the coffee and a bit of yoga done to the sounds of street hawkers who push carts full of vegetables, old newspapers, salvaged glass and other sundry items through the lanes of our quiet little residential neighborhood. . . well, there's not anything particualr that must happen after this; I was more just trying to capture the mood. Seriously, though, I have a Hindi class three days a week and so some mornings I am preparing my vakye (sentences) and reading over the material for the days classes. If not, its usually off to web world, the local broadband, ac, internet cafe which is sort of our office. In the morning its more relaxing there, as the gamers have not yet arrived. By afternoon you have to deal with the shouting young BITs (bhai sahabs in training) convulsing over success or failure in computer soccer, or cricket or some creepy doom style game. Besides assaulting my friends and families with emails, I've been spending a lot of time on the web (Pune's libraries leave something to be desired) researching various intersections between nationalism and sports in preparation for a talk I was cajoled into giving at a local NGO called open space, which hosts lectures and such. Some of you may have suffered through a rough draft of this talk sent via email. Not sure where its headed yet, but I can say with a certain degree of satisfaction that living in India has forced me to think much more broadly about just about everything, and this talk is no exception - Indian sports culture is pretty unique and fascinating, to say nothing of the history of Indian nationalism.

Other than that, its catch as catch can . We spend a lot of time at various tailors having handmade clothes stiched from the beautiful Indian fabric that is so readily available. We go to the movies for Hollywood blockbusters and Bollywood fare alike. We eat out at local thali restaurants (all you can eat Indian food - for only 80 rupees =$2). We hang out with the Sanskrit students who are here as part of the AIIS summer program, as well as our few friends in Pune (er, Andrea's friends, but mine now as well). I work on old and new writing projects and Andrea works on her research or prepares for her new job teaching American exchange students in Jaipur.  The past week was spent packing the house in preparation for Andrea's departure, which occured on Wed. She is in the US for three weeks to get staff training. I will remain in Pune until the 8th, then head to Delhi to celebrate my birthday with our friend Shuddha, then probably to Rishikesh or Dharamshala to relax and hopefully balance my reading and writing with some serious yoga.
 
Its raining consistently in Pune, now, which is good news, as much of Maharashtra and indeed northen India is suffering from a drought. The monsoon is a make or break issue for the vast majority of Indians who still work in agriculture. Last year's monsoon was excellent, and the country prospered as a result. This year's is late and people are very worried. Of course, Im not a farmer and so interact with the monsoon more on an aesthetic level - the weather is cool, the flowers in bloom and the trees lush and blooming. Unlike Bombay, it is not overly humid, and the nights are refreshingly cool and breezy. The entire atmosphere is quite calming and even meditative, perfect for the activities with which I fill my days.
  

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Jul 19, 2004
My India Reading List - non fiction

Having finally been freed from the restrictions of other people’s reading lists (better known as syllabi), I’ve been lucky enough to spend the past few months making my own. While idiosyncratic and decidedly incomplete, I hope the following titles and accompanying short descriptions may prove interesting and helpful. A * indicates highly recommended titles. A list of fiction will hopefully be forthcoming, though these took me way longer than I intended.

  

NON FICTION TITLES

 

* Chatterjee, Partha Nationalist Thought in the Colonial World, a Derivative Discourse

 

Partha Chatterjee is one of the great minds of his generation, and this is his first great intellectual effort. A must read for students of political theory and Indian society, Nationalist Thought will reward any reader with even cursory philosophical interests. Considering its theoretical import, Nationalist Thought is an extremely short book, which is further subdivided into two sections. The first half is a weighty but concise theoretical exploration whose beautifully argued central thesis – that post-colonial nationalism represents a unique historical moment best understood through Gramsci’s notion of “passive revolution” – goes a long way to explaining why the Italian Marxist is such a big deal these days. This section also features some memorable polemics against students of nationalism (including the great Benedict Anderson) who have mistakenly conceived of the post-colonial situation as a footnote to the real history of nationalism, written primarily in 18th and 19th century Europe. The second half presents close readings of three seminal figures in Indian nationalism – Bankimchandra, Gandhi and Nehru – who Chatterjee uses to signpost his schematic understanding of the passive revolution as “Departure, Manoeuver and Arrival”. The section on Gandhi, which brings out both the unmatched significance and amazing moral force of this incredible man, is especially fascinating, and taken as a whole the close readings give the book a nice balance of abstraction and detail, though admittedly the detail is mostly limited to the writings of these three figures. While Nationalist Thought is brilliant throughout, it is not without its flaws. Chatterjee’s tendency towards schematization in the second half of the work is a bit implausible, as is his willingness to conflate India with “the colonial world”. That three very Indian figures are made to stand so exactly for the three essential moments of colonial nationalism reads as a bit of a stretch. That said, Chatterjee’s incisive dissection of the Indian situation is so compelling that one is tempted to go along with even his more far flung assertions. No need to say more – read this book! 

 

* Chatterjee, Partha A Nation and its Fragments

 

Less groundbreaking but in many ways more compelling than Nationalist Thought. Having done the hard systematic theoretical work in his first book, Chatterjee here turns his attention to the fabric of the nation, reaching beyond texts and into the concrete realities of Indian life. The book is arranged as a series of essays on different “fragments” of the nation – women, peasants, religious leaders. While unitary in their outlook, which assumes throughout the case made in Nationalist Thought, the chapters offer a variety of scholarly approaches, and each one presents a relatively coherent and separate argument. Chatterjee’s central themes, such as Indian nationalism’s private/public split, can seem pedestrian or obvious, until you realize that the author was instrumental in establishing them as seminal ideas! Especially memorable chapters on Ramakrishna and the creation of Bengali middle class; the role of women as guardians of the national culture and the transition from Puranic to empiricist historiography, but most every chapter is equally rewarding. The short final chapter, which begins in typical Chatterjee fashion with an excerpt from a play, goes a long way in outlining the possibilities and imposing limitations of what I see as Chatterjee’s ultimate intellectual project, namely “constructing an alternative universal to the dominant dharma” that is the hegemonic collaboration between capital and the nation. Readers will learn more from this book about Indian history and will probably enjoy the process more as well, but I would still recommend starting with Nationalist Thought.     

 

Dalyrymple, William The Age of Kali

 

This one really rubbed me the wrong way, tough I’m told that his White Moguls, an epic novel about New Delhi, is excellent. Dalrymple deserves full credit for an adventurous spirit and nose for trouble that lands him all sorts of amazing and interesting interviews and experiences. That said, his writing is journalistic in the more pejorative sense of the word (read: pedestrian) and his tone throughout is wide-eyed and tediously upbeat. Presented as a series of article/essays, the unifying trope is a neo-orientalist imagining of modern India as mired in the predatory and immoral Kali Yuga (Age of Folly). While one can hardly contradict the observation that India is a haven for all manner of human depredation, this basic point remains facile unless undergirded by a sophisticated critical apparatus. Unfortunately, interpretation seems basically foreign to Dalrymple’s intellectual project, making his unifying trope little more than a glib borrowing from the Puranas, and his essays little more than tabula rasa on which his various interview subjects can etch their particular views on the ills of Indian society, with little resistance from the good natured reporter. I put this one down to stay after Dalrymple concluded a profile of a particularly nasty Hindu right leader with the incisive observation that very bad people can be very courteous at tea time. Thanks, Will, but I prefer my chai with something a little more hard hitting than that stale biscuit of analysis. 

 

 *Guha, Ranajit ed. A Subaltern Studies reader 1986-1995

 

There are more than a few collections of subaltern studies essays and I honestly can’t tell you which ones are the best. Like other collections, this one saves you the time of leafing through the chaffe that has appeared in the dozen or so Subaltern Series publications to date. The collection features many of big names – Chatterjee, Pandey, Chakrabarty – and I trust that the editor, Ranajit Guha, who is kind of the granddad of the movement, has done an able job of picking the brightest fruits from a laden tree. I have read about half of the essays, and my general reaction is mixed. I have always been somewhat skeptical about the theoretical underpinnings of the subaltern studies project, and the essays in this collection have done nothing to change my mind. Not only do I agree with those who have argued against the project’s curiously essentialist presuppositions, but as a sometimes scholar of religion, I can’t help resisting a collapsing of all “subaltern” activity (such as it exists) into the binary of resistance or submission. Though Marxism may have been jettisoned, subalternists still seem mired in a certain form of historical materialism, for lack of a better word. Of course, its all more complicated than that, but the point is that there’s nothing surprising about the theoretical approach of these essays. Which fact is in many ways a good things. Whether you think the overall project is coherent, subalternists deserve the utmost credit for re-orienting Indian historiography toward populations, movements and identities that have either been overlooked or indiscriminately squeezed into Marxist schematics. What’s more, they do so in original ways that display throughout a deep sympathy for their subject and an appropriate (if occasionally tortured) awareness of their own role as producers of knowledge about Indian history. Careful perusal of these essays will reward the reader with detailed descriptions of the tendentious relations between Indian subaltern populations and the colonial state. Guha’s introduction, though overly brief, is also helpful in terms of the basic “what are these guys and gals on about”, though I actually think that the subaltern studies project (which I would still have trouble defining myself) has been more convincingly named and situated from outside than from within. If you see this one in a bookstore, pick it up, but if you see a collection by a different name, it will probably do just as well.  

 

*Ludden, David ed. Reading Subaltern Studies

 

By no means the most insightful critic of the subaltern studies movement, Ludden has adopted an interesting and ultimately successful editorial approach. His basic thesis – that subaltern studies can be productively read through its various critics – is spot on, and while the actual results are uneven, the overall effect is illuminating. The gems in this collection of essays are Rosalind O’Hanlon’s essay “Recovering the Subject. . . “, the first major review of subaltern studies outside of India, and Sumit Sarkar’s brilliant polemic against his formal subaltern brethren, “The Decline of the Subaltern. . .” which closes the collection in grand fashion. Ludden’s summary introduction is helpful in terms of general orientation, but not otherwise noteworthy. Credit is also due to the editor for commencing the collection with critical essays from the Indian academy, which might normally be overlooked by international scholars. While one should not approach this book as a replacement for engaging with the subalternists own representations of their project, the ballast provided by these (relative) outsiders can be crucial for understanding how subaltern studies fits into the larger intellectual milieu in which it is operating.  

 

Mehta, Gita Karma Cola

 

Ostensibly an unmasking of the seedy underbelly that lurks Jabba-the-Hut style beneath the saffron glitter of India’s various gurus, ashrams and other centers for spiritual transcendence, Karma Cola is kind of a mad (as in crazy) screed without a real point. Not surprisingly, this polemic sans argument is in the end a bit unsatisfying: Mehta wants you to love her or hate her, but I never quite made it past the “what is she on about?” stage. I think Mehta’s point, which among other things comes off as a bit dated, goes like this: as you probably know, (some) ashrams are full of charlatan sants-cum-thieves and stoned-out, sexually immature nitwits. What you may not know, however, is that this is actually a really bad thing, and not just because these folks are giving religion a bad name (not clear that she cares) and setting horrible standards for personal hygiene. For, in addition to getting fleeced and fucked, a lot of these foreigners (and Mehta does present some amazing numbers on just how many people from Europe and America are “hanging out” in India), actually go crazy, as in totally gonzo, at which point their governments, whose visa and passport rules they have systematically defied, have to come rescue them, at some considerable cost and effort. I say that I think that this is Mehta’s point because the book is presented as a jumble of interviews, sketches and mini-rants that, while intended as stylish and experimental, often ends up sounding like it was written during a weeklong ashram drug binge (not that Mehta is the type). The book definitely has its share of brilliant moments and memorable phrases that make the reader’s effort more than worthwhile, and its recommended for anyone interested in the ashram scene specifically or all manner of new age and revivalist spirituality in general. That said, you can’t help feeling that the author could have done so much more with the bizarre material she’s uncovered. 

 

Metcalf, Thomas and Barabara Metcalf A Concise History of INDIA

 

Workmanlike in its presentation, well informed and catholic in its outlook, faithful to its title in terms of brevity; not surprising that this book is eventually so uninspiring. Maybe it’s just the nature of a concise history, which sacrifices deep analysis and copious detail for orienting generalizations and punctuated empiricism. Maybe it’s the tiresome “we’re from the Cambridge school and we’re damned well proud of it tone”; or maybe its because I actually agree with subalternists that the Cambridge school is needlessly obsessed with Indian factionalism at the expense of a deeper and broader understandings of the forces active in Indian history. Maybe it’s the slightly weird image I have of this husband and wife India all-star historical team speaking Hindi in Berkeley coffee shops. Reading history is for me about two things: a really great story and an absurdly gluttonous feast of details that you’re soon to forget (or else store away for unexpected cameos in decades hence brainstorms and bar trivia games). The Metcalfs are not great storytellers, and at least in this instance their job was to set a rather meager table. I definitely learned a few things, especially about the role India played in the development of the modern state as we know it – did you know the first modern census took place in India?? – but the dullness of the experience makes retention of these lessons doubtful.       

 

*Orwell, George Orwell and the Disposessed 

 

Not really about India, though the theme of poverty is at least tertiarily related, and there’s a great 1944 evisceration of Rudyard Kipling (or so Andrea tells me – I haven’t quite gotten to it yet). The major text in this collection is Down and Out in Paris and London, which is sort of Orwell’s riff on the poor and artsy in Paris lark, that is, until he leaves Paris and goes to London. Paris section has nothing on Hemingway or Henry Miller. London section is cooler and more in Orwell’s comfort zone somehow – gives a typically spare but evocative portrait of life as a tramp in depression era London (1933). Lots of other random reviews, letters, articles etc. that give a rounder portrait of Orwell than you’ll get if you stop at 1984 and the cartoon version of Animal Farm. I’m putting this in here mostly because I sweat Orwell and I want anyone who reads this to know it. There’s definitely a healthy mix of the seaweed in with the pearls, not surprising since this collection grabs just about everything Orwell ever wrote on the subject of being broke, and I don’t think Down and Out is Orwell at his best, but this guy’s seaweed beats most people’s pearls by a mile.   

 

Revel, Jean Francois and Matthieu Ricard The Monk and the Philosopher

 

Please contact me if you manage to read this book cover to cover – I may know some psychologists who will pay good money to perform certain tests on you. Honestly, how do two such well-educated, apparently interesting people discussing some of the most important questions of our age manage to sound so consistently boring, pompous and pedantic for so long? The basic premise of the book - western philosopher/public intellectual dad and scientist-turned-Buddhist monk son meet in Switzerland for chats about the meaning of life et al. – sounds mildly appealing, despite the facile East meets West gloss. But whatever potential exists is quickly swallowed up by the two combatants’ ineptitude. Speaking for the “West”, Revel, who apparently is some big thing in France, seems mostly interested in showing off his admittedly vast knowledge of the history of Western philosophy. Besides intellectual preening, the noted philosopher offers an interrogation of his son’s Buddhist beliefs that is predictable, repetitive and uninspired, while his own flaccid defense of liberalism, which he portrays as the best thing going now that socialism and fundamentalism have been giving their philosophical walking papers, is equally expected and lackluster. The best Revel manages are a few interesting comparisons between some of the ancient Greeks (obviously one of his specialties) and certain Buddhist ideas, but its nothing that hasn’t been said far better by the international Buddhological community (e.g. Jay Garfield) which is often impressively well schooled in these matters. As for son Matthieu (and by the way, what’s the deal with the different last names – did guru-ji make Matt drop the Revel??), while his back-story is fascinating - trained scientists leaves lab to spend twenty years at the feet of a Tibetan Rinpoche - and his tone bears little hint of his father’s pedantry, the results are hardly more inspiring. Representing the “East”, Matthieu trots out all of the typical clichés about how Tibet's venerable spiritual science might be the essential ballast to the deep unhappiness generated by the West’s materialist scientism. While such things are true enough as far as they go, the point is they don’t go very far at all. Obviously an ardent student at the monastery, Ricard offers some interesting details about specific Tibetan psycho-philosophical ideas and meditation techniques, however, his overall presentation lacks a unifying argument outside the usual tropes. Moreover, as Ricard lacks his father’s glibness or talent for argumentation, the points he does have end up sounding awkward and unconvincing. Of course, it’s no easy trick to make incredibly divergent systems of thought talk to one another, so the false starts and utter failures that are legion in this book are neither unexpected nor unprecedented; indeed, better men and women have failed where these two dare to tread. What’s more, I personally give credit to anyone who embarks on such effort, even if they lack the sort of openness required (father) or have aims that are largely apologetic (son). There’s also something heartwarmingly familiar about father making determined but occasionally inept effort to understand son’s strikingly different life choices, but Revel is in the end too pretentious and oblivious to sustain this positive association.

 

* Sarai Media Lab Sarai Readers 1-4

 

No, I did not read all four readers cover to cover. In fact, these collections are made for skimming, skipping around, flipping through and other occasional and accidental approaches to reading. The reward for random exploration can be varied – the Sarai folks are as cutting edge as it gets, which sometimes means more like bleeding edge. At its best, the writing is inspiringly avant garde, as in: a real glimpse of the future, imagined in turns idealistically or cynically. Widely diverse yet invariably connected issues like free software, surveillance, identity, nationalism, development and terrorism are approached from compelling and inventive angles, with an eye towards a kind of productive cultural criticism that exists at the crossroads between the philosophical and the political. Moreover, the meaning and the message are appropriately unified, both in terms of the wide variety of writing styles presented – from email exchanges and free associated rambles to tightly organized scholarly writing – and the overall design and copious artwork. At less inspiring moments, some authors are too willing to let jargon and abstruse in-jokes stand in for substantive criticism, making their work both difficult to wade through and eventually unsatisfying. A mixed bag, then, as would be expected in such willfully eclectic collections, but full of next generation party favors. For lighter doses of the same, check out www.sarai.net, where tolerance for a bit of jargon will put you in touch with the heart of India’s next generation of public intellectuals.  


*Sarkar, Sumit Modern India 1885-1947 


A tour de force presentation of modern Indian “history from below”. In summarizing massive amounts of recent research on modern Indian history, Sarkar negotiates effectively and at times inspiringly between traditional Marxist economism and a still developing subaltern perspective. Systematic and comprehensive, the book is no picnic to get through, but the dedicated reader is amply rewarded with a historical portrait that effectively signposts the many roads not taken in the development of the Indian state, without therefore succumbing to the temptations of counter-factual history. Historiography is a set of largely dead facts animated by the careful attentions of the historian; Sarkar’s careful and broad use of sources is at the heart of his amazing ability to breathe life into his subjects, whether world historical figures like Gandhi and Nehru or obscure leaders of peasant revolts. His treatment of Gandhi and Nehru especially combines forceful critique with genuine sympathy. The reader is left with a crucial understanding of how the Indian nationalist leadership succumbed to the prerogatives of bourgeois capitalism that somehow preserves an appropriate respect and admiration for the heroes of the nationalist struggle and the massive significance of their anti-colonial agitation. A virulent and effective critic of the horrendous role played by the Hindu right throughout this period but especially in the lead-up to partition, Sarkar does seem to give a free pass to Jinnah and the other side of communalist extremism, but in terms of the bulk of Indian historiography, this is probably an appropriate corrective. This book is required reading for anyone interested in modern India.

 

*Sen, Amartya Inequality Re-examined

 

Its funny: while genius as an abstract topic is one of the most irresistibly attractive ideas out there, genius in its actual manifestation can often be incomprehensible (ever listened to Schopenhauer?), deeply offensive (Marquis de Sade, anyone?), or, in this case, downright boring. If you’ve heard about Amartya Sen, Nobel Prize winner, you know he’s the coolest economist-philosopher around – rigorous as the Harvard undergraduate admissions process, as groundbreaking as Foucault but without the depressing fatalism, a numbers man who knows his philosophy, a die-hard liberal who leftists can’t help but admire, and an enlightened champion of the little guy who can’t be kept out of the halls of power because he’s so damn sharp, not to mention dogged (does this man ever sleep? or maybe he just lays down with a book under his pillow and reads via osmosis). So, you’ve heard of him. But have you read anything by him? If you have, congratulations – he’s an intellectual pimp, huh? If not, turns out you may have had good reason – Sen’s a bore. What’s really funny (no, not “ha ha”) is that this relatively brief book, which sports a bibliography the size of downtown Kochin and footnotes that colonize the page (I’m the first to decry the tyranny of the end note, but in Sen’s case he might want to give it a thought – or maybe a companion volume??), is supposed to be a kind of Sen-for-the-laymen summary of more hard-core writings. As an undeniable layman, I definitely appreciate the effort. Though not a page turner by any stretch of the imagination, Inequality Re-examined deals with some of the most important issues of the day – namely, the nature and meaning of development, freedom, opportunity, equality and other staples of modern political discourse – in profoundly creative and important ways. By combining an unfailing critical deconstruction of accepted economic theory with a positive and concrete proposals for his own more robust notion of freedom-as-opportunity, Sen achieves in one awkward but nevertheless fell swoop a Herculean double beheading: in reviving the emancipatory possibilities of liberalism, Sen exposes the hypocritic fatalism of the bourgeois leftist; at the same time, by righteously repositioning the development debate where it belongs – in the names and needs of those who need “developing” – Sen silences the self-serving (neo)liberal whose every appeal to fairness is an obtuse apologetic and whose every effort in the name of the “other” piles cash in the bank accounts of the already sufficiently well-off. Sounds pretty dashing, I know, but as you should have figured out, that last sentence was as much about me getting caught up in the idea of Sen the genius as it was about the actual book. I remember clearly about halfway through this one, digging through one of the footnotes, when I thought to myself about how boring the stuff Sen reads must be. His hero is John Rawls, the other unreadable genius of modern liberalism, but I’m thinking more about the arcane lists of articles on choice theory or Indian agricultural production. Seriously, while Foucault was uncovering descriptions of torture devices, public beheadings and 18th century schizos, Sen was catching up on the jute production of 1920’s Bengal. Kind of makes him even more of a mensch in a way: a genius for theory combined with a diligence for scrappy and patient research. Have to give this a “must read” star because, well, its Amartya Sen, but that doesn’t mean I’m telling you its gonna be fun. At least this one is pretty concise.   

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Jul 10, 2004
mountain recap- prologue


Rishikesh:

After almost two months, its hard to know where to begin. The prospect of a straightforward narrative promises the comfort of structure and progression. Morever, since the question of pilgrimage is central, a linear summary might generate the appropriate sense of movement, a synechdotic journey of words. Yet something about this sort of personalistic journalism seems inappropriate: in its privileging of the author and his story; in its presumption of totalizing insight (even in the form of bewilderment); in its assumption of a single form of historical time. In the Indian Himalayas, ancient stories still live in the rocks and hot springs and the countless temples, and every year hundreds of thousands of pilgrims come here to reify their transcendent factuality. Even for a so called nastika (non-believer), it is hard not to feel supremely tiny in the shadow of mountains where gods abide; in which case, one cannot really tell one's story without acknowledging and somehow comprehending the larger stories that surround one on all sides. 

Having returned to locales where the rivers meander instead of cascading, and the various strands of Indian time mix in more unproblematic chaos, the very possibility of this sort of negotiation - between history and myth - seems improbable. There really is nothing like being there, after all, a truism that seems all the more solid against the backdrop of the technologies that supposedly allow for ever more substantive remote viewing, (this blog included). In the heat of the plains, memories start to blur around the edges until they resemble their dream cousins, and the hazily pregnant skies breed a lethargy that coos gently to the river watchers, that they should be content with their own mountainous inabilities to fathom and reconstruct and convey. But while I appreciate the surrender promised by the river's gentle pace, my relationship to my own memory is too fraught, my attachment to certain forms of explanation too intense, my need to move too insistent for this sort of steadfast pose. And thus I am reminded: that which arises on the surface of the mind should be neither uncritically accepted nor unnecessarily rejected.  

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Pune:

Now even the great rivers of the north have been left behind, exchanged for the cooling rains of the monsoon on the western coast. Mountain memories that blurred in the pregnant heat have reformed themselves, as if in preparation for their coming perusal. Apologetic preambles aside, the beginnings of time and space and their attendant directionality are the marks that render these memories available for consumption and reflection. A necessary compromise with currently acceptable notions of time and space is thus in order, despite any unwanted baggage that might therefore be included viz. assumptions about selfhood, agency, meaning, etc. The exact contours of this arrangement will necessarily be shaped through the reconstruction of individual landscapes. However, just as the pilgrim's journey is often oriented by fantastical maps of the so-called "sacred geography", this negotiation of detail is best preceeded, if not therefore guided, by an orienting sketch.

The journey begins and ends in Pune, Maharashtra, a full days journey by train from New Delhi, which is itself another five hours from Rishikesh and Haridwar, the twin towns in southern Uttaranchal which serve as the launching point for pilgrims headed towards the Char Dham. Like many Indian states, Uttaranchal is of quite recent vintage, having been carved in 2001 out of Uttar Pradesh, a state which most of its denizens probably wish they could be carved out of as well. Amongst the various justifications for Uttaranchal's stateworthiness was its venerable history as Dev Bhumi (Home of the Gods) - the place where the heroes of the Mahabharat (one of the two great epics of Sanskrit literature) plied their trade. Crucial to the claim of Uttaranchal's sacred geography is the existence of the Char Dham pilgrimage route. (For more on the separatist movement in Uttaranchal, see this mildly helpful summary from our own US govt.  http://countrystudies.us/india/77.htm.)

The Uttaranchal Char Dham (literally: "four holy points") was once known as the Chota Char Dham ("Little Char Dham"), in deference to the All-India pilgrim circuit of the same name established (purportedly) by that great Hindu reformer and proto-nationalist Shankaracharya (he of Vedantic philosophical fame). If that naming overlap isn't confusing enough, the temple at Badrinath (where Vishnu is worshipped as Lord Badri) is considered part of both circuits. Shankaracharya, a truly larger than life character in good Hindu fashion, has a conspicuous presence in Uttaranchal, where in addition to stealing Badrinath temple from the Buddhists for the purposes of his pilgrimage project, he set up some important centers of learning and reached his final at samadhi (in this case meaning a kind of blissful death/transcendence reserved for religious experts) at Kedarnath, which, lo and behold, is now part of the Chota Char Dham.

Besides the fact that both Char Dhams include the Badrinath temple on their itinerary and bear the unmistakable mark of Shankaracharya (or those who invoke his name), the similarity between the two circuits seems primarily one of brand awareness. Char Dham is, after all, a catchy name, and the basic principle of a pilgrim "circuit" (as opposed to individual pilgrimage sites) is based on the flawless logic of wholes being greater than summed parts. This shakti-by-association is especially operative in the Chota Char Dham, where a less noteworthy site like Yamunotri benefits greatly from its inclusion in a circuit whose other members are more highly regarded. These days the diminutive "Chota" has been dropped in favor of the akward "Uttaranchal Char Dham" or simply "Char Dham", with context expected to resolve any confusion between the two circuits.

The Uttaranchal Char Dham is a model of Hindu diversity. The female divine is worshipped in embodied form at  two sites: Yamunotri, source of the Yamuna river, and Gangotri, source of the Ganges. At Kedarnath, Lord Siva is the object of devotion, and at Badrinath, Vishnu is the main attraction. The only major name missing here is Brahma, but as anyone with a passing interest in these things knows, Brahma isn't much for temples and that sort of thing -- more of a create the world and then sit back and watch type of god. As noted above, Yamunotri is something of a backwater which benefits greatly from its association with the other three sites. Gangotri is a major site in its own right, though its proximity to and similarities with Yamunotri has led to the two being grouped together in visual representations and actual pilgrimage practice. Kedarnath, no slouch of a Siv temple on its own, is in a way the best example of popularity by assoication - its proximity to Badrinath leads many pilgrims to hit these two major sites in one go. 

In the form of his avatars Ram and Krishna, Vishnu is the Hindu god most central to modern devotional practice; his pedigree as preserver of the three worlds is unmatched, his status in the Hindu pantheon unquestioned. Accordingly, it is no surprise that Badrinath is the jewel of both Char Dham circuits, a site brimming with the possibility of religious merit and the expiation of sins. Purportedly created by Vishnu for the express purpose of allowing devotees to gain darshan (religiously productive visual exchange) of him during the generally depressing and spiritually bankrupt Kali Yuga, Badrinath anchors the Char Dham, receiving by far the most visitors. In this regard it should be noted that while the Char Dham is constructed as a circuit, many pilgrims do not visit all four sites.

A thriving pilgrimage circuit that sees upwards of 500,000 visitors each year, the Char Dham presents abundant source material for reflection on all sorts of issues surrounding Hindu ritual practice and pilgrimage. Within that exceedingly broad ambit, our focus on this journey was the Hindu practice of prasad. As the task of figuring out exactly what prasad is and how it works represents the substance of Andrea's dissertation, any attempt at defining prasad in these pages would be rather premature. Suffice it to say that when you go to a temple in India, you get two things: darshan (visual exchange with the divine) and prasad, in the form of some sort of foodstuff or other other object that has been sanctified by the divine.

"Focusing on prasad" means, in practical terms, interviewing the people who sell, distribute and consume it and watching what they do.  I'm told that anthropologists call this "participatory ethnography" or something equally highfalutin. In practice its quite a pedestrian process, with many a blind alley puctuated by occasional flashes of insight or revelation. The mechanisms for creating, buying, selling, distributing and redistributing prasad turn out to be astoundingly diverse and often quite fascinating. Unfortunately, the actual prasad is often quite difficult to stomach, though we bravely consumed many a handful in the name of gastronomic adventurousness and positive relations with the temple staff.

This, then, is the general framework: six weeks to visit four pilgrimage sites and figure what exactly prasad means to the pilgrims, the pujaris and the general life of the temple. In subsequent posts, I will try to fill in the details of our encounters at each site along with whatever reflections and insights I can cobble together about this amazing part of India as it has been experienced by one quasi-pilgrim. 

    


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May 12, 2004
in search of prasad

Tomorrow we leave Dehra Duhn for Yamunotri, the first of the four Char Dham sites and the source of the sacred Yamuna river. After Yamunotri we will be completing the traditional four part yathra (pilgrimage) moving west to east - from Gangotri (source of the Ganga) to Kedarnath (Vishnu) to Badrinath (Siva). We even have plans to walk the old pilgrims path from Gangorti to Kedarnath, a seven day trek. Besides seeing beautiful mountains and meeting lots of pilgrims, the main point of this trip will be to help my girlfriend Andrea with her research on prasad, the ritual of human-divine gift exchange that, along with darsan (human-divine visual exchange), forms the foundation of modern Hindu ritual.

 Despite monumental infrastructure improvements in this area over the past forty years (probably motivated more by a desire to thwart Chinese territorial aspirations than to facilitate Hindu pilgrims), internet will probably still be a rarity, so reports and reflections may have to wait for a return to less elevated and spiritually beneficial locales sometime in June. Til then. . . . .


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May 4, 2004
Hill stations

Well, its pretty clear that another day in Banaras and the refs would have stopped the fight, so its probably a good thing that we left when we did. Even so, I was reduced to a mess of groveling self-pity on the banks of the Ganges after an ill-fated trip to the gullies on my last day in the city. As a friend noted later: the heat of Banaras is succor to your microbiotic enemies; days of careful and dedicated work by your body's immune system can be wholly negated by a fifteen minute cycle rickshaw ride at midday. A lesson lived and learned. 

My illness performed its final act on the train out of Banaras  - a virtuoso rendering of feverish cold sweats in the middle of the night (antibiotics had already trounced more pressing intenstinal attackers). By morning I felt better, which is to say my mind was not constantly obsessed with my own discomfort. This freed me to fret over the hairpin turns and impossible passes on the phenomenally beautiful three hour jeep ride to Darjeeling. Our driver was young and intrepid, not really great traits from the passengers perspective, but the ride was absolutely glorious, swallowed as we were in steeply planted tea and ever increasing altitude that, with every meter climbed, promised relief from the heat of the plains.

As it turned out, we mostly exchanged bitter heat for chilling cold, as Darjeeling was experiencing some strange weather for this time of year. The sun did come out long enough for some beautiful walks around the sprawling town and even a couple of choice views of Kanchenjunga, the world's third tallest mountain, which towers over Darjeeling to the north. But mostly it was rain and mist and chills, which only served to make Darjeeling's georgeous flower gardens and quaint cottages look all the cozier. It's no secret that the English liked Darjeeling because it reminded them of home. I freely admit that after two months here, a reminder of home was not at all displeasing. 

So, we put on sweaters and wool hats and umbrellas bought from Nepali merchants in the markets and hung around the chowrasta, a sort of town square that is perhaps one of the great people watching venues in the world. A large circle of open space fed by three major roads, with stores on one side and a view of the mountain on the other, provides for ideal flow of traffic. Darjeeling's mix of mostly Bengali tourists with local Nepalis and Tibetans and of course the odd westerner makes for a suitably diverse and eye-ctaching group. And no sooner have you sat down than a chai-walla has stopped by offering to bring tea or India's finest instant coffee (a beverage without peer!) to your perch. Hours of aimless pleasure await as you let your eyes wander from children assaulting pigeons to old ladies rotating their prayer beads to "maximum Bengali" families in full ebullience. 

Of course, its is just such minutiae that causes the itinerant to launch into superlative; I could wax equally poetic about the very hot shower in our guest house. What is fascinating, though, is that out of an existence that can't but help feel superficial and bereft of substance can seep so many lasting images and encounters. Not that one can always identify these markers right away, to say nothing of offering capable interpretation when their lasting nature promises some incipient significance. But despite the limitations of comprehension and meaning dictated by the tourist's utter transience, one can't help but bump into all manner of occasions remarkable for their fecundity and potential. Even with the love-hated "book" as your only steady guide, the world cannot be stopped from jumping out and engaging you . . . or else ignoring you completely: young monks playing marbles in the yard of their monastery, obliviously uninterested in our presence as they pursued their games with determination. The tour of the shrine room made for good photo-ops, but this moment of touching up against a world that moved easily and freely despite my observation was more deeply recorded.   

So one goes on the road, picking up every day a snatch or two of conversation that makes you stop, a few words from the old woman tirelessly circumabulating the monastery in the rain, a few more from the tibetan woman who cooks "only homemade food" in a restaurant without a menu. Of course, most of your words are delivered in soliloquy, as you ask questions of the houses and the gardens and the mountains and the buildings of unknown origin; but even in this there is dialogue - the physical world etches itself upon you in ways less subtle than the referential expressions of human language. Until suddenly you feel home on a 36 hour train ride across the country, stealing cigarettes in the vestibule opposite the no smoking sign and playing 13 card gin rummy with two recently met berthmates, one a man as old as my grandfather, another younger than myself. Even life in the shadow of mountains comes to seem normal, as you awake with reverence to the site of majestic heights outside your window, certainly worthy of worship in this land of a thousand deities.

From Darjeeling we spent three days in Sikkim, a province that feels as loosely connected to the India of the plains as its political history reflect. But the army battalions sent to keep the Chinese out are not actually so unwelcome from a traveler's perspective - not only are Sikkim's roads by far the best in India, but the self-congratulatory "Border Roads Organization" that builds them erects truly memorable road signs - "Better to be Mr. Late than Late Mr." is our personal favorite. We were also lucky to pass through Calcutta on the way back to Pune, though without adequate time to explore this amazing city where the British ruled their empire for so long and where the red flag of the communist party still hangs bright and viable. And now back on the road again, to the mountains to escape heat and trace down the meaning of prasad.    

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Apr 28, 2004
writing catharsis

That it is not exactly clear how one writes catharsis, or even whose catharsis one would write, does little to stifle the desire, pen and pad grasped intently or keyboard pecked familiarly. Hopefully, even brazenly, one sets out in the name of writing oneself out of confusion, or else writing oneself into a more comfortable position with one's confusion, or else writing in such a way that another's confusion might be lessened and by consequence yours' justified, etc., etc. (other iterations of romanticized expression arising in response to so much continually overwhelming stimuli). That such efforts may be futile or otherwise implausible in scope or intent is indeed beside the point once the habit develops (and perhaps addiction is a frutiful mode for understanding this incessant urge, which like the reach for the cigarette or the bottle is but another gesture towards expressing what little control one might surely and incontrovertibly exert in that oppressively tiny circle of influence that is called "mine"). In search always of structures of interpretation to arrange the manifold difference around you, the written word casts an appealing shadow of potential aid, if not salvation. Its very organization is reassuring (for good reason did a young Wittgenstein think words might touch the world and thus describe it totally). Rules of grammar and spelling and tense and reference; entire schools of thought in which to take shelter or adopt a foil; and at the extremity of achievement, that most coveted prize of all who wander through difference in search of meaning - the possibility of translation. For, beyond the ability of making one language speak lies the gift of making two languages speak to and through each other, and this capacity can itself be likened to the possibility of letting another cultural world speak to and through oneself, thus translating difference into a synthetic, creative, entirely new form of understanding (at least, such are the dreams of the traveler). Considered and expressive and intentional even when proclaiming its own self conscious inadequacy, the word reaches out to this swarming mass of experience like a great purposeful maid: selecting, arranging, straightening. At first, such tidiness is sought only in the name of mere description (what do we have in all this mess), but almost immediately (for even description is almost never free from the strivings of judgement), the strident modes of interpretation and explanation intercede, including and especially the explanation of confusion, of inability, of fractured meanings and wierdly verdant discontinuities that, like the cigarette and the bottle, keep you coming back for more. 

The lila of the word intoxicates! A dance of difference - thus can we understand the deconstructionists obsession with the 'play' of meaning: Krishna's ever alluring replaced by elusively dancing shadows, (replaced or else exchanged, the dashing Krishna of the gopis for the imperious Krishna of the Gita); Saraswati's vena strummed mockingly in the background as the dogged pursuit of faint outlines and scattered understandings plays on, desperate at times but also wonderfully free in the opportunity for organized confusion proffered by the incipient potential of each sentence, no matter how poorly crafted it might turn out to be. Each word, each phrase an offering in the dance of (mis)understanding, like so many semiotic fruits left on altars alongside garlands and laddus and butchered goats (depending on the flavor of your prose or poem). And then, inevitably, purified devotions are returned to the supplicant as prasad, the leavings of the divine, meant to be consumed and shared wherever portability and potability and 'connectivity' allow. In this way, mundane inabilities of half-comprehension are offered up and made sacred by the substantiated grace of the divine; and, if you believe the yogic riddle workers of the Upanishads, this play between the world and something beyond it, between relative and absolute meaning, between structure and super-structure, is not the duet it seems but an incomprehensibly vast but perfectly basic solo performance. Thou art that: the seer and the sight, the word and its refutation, the description and the reality that lies somewhere within and beyond it. And thus, writing catharsis can be, among other things, a touching up against this wonderfully lasting if always inscrutable recognition of oneness, which has been phrased so lovingly and diversely in progressive 'Indian' idioms (and elsewhere in the world where stillness of mind and clarity of thought has flourished). Indeed, by a continuation of the logic in which such claims are couched, writing is always just this catharsis, equal in its sacred perfection to each moment that precedes or follows, whether one finds oneself walking dejectedly in the heat and dust and exhaust fumes of a Delhi afternoon or staring dumbfounded and reassured as the early morning sun paints the tallest mountains in the world with the colors of the new day.  
  
(Written from Calcutta/Kolkata in West Bengal, India, on short stopover before returning to Pune. Details of travels in Indian Himalayas (Darjeeling, Sikkim) including assorted encounters, reflections and problematized descriptions to follow; sometimes, its all about the preamble)            

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